"Time"

Time... Time towards death? Time after death? The time it takes to decompose a body; the time it takes for a dead person to die... I like time, but I don't understand it... Does time go forward? They say that on the atomic level there is no reason that time should travel forwards and not backwards. I don't understand that. "On the atomic level"... On the atomic level all actions can be reversed, given a gigantic battery to power them. But the reverse is not the same as "going back in time" It you're doing photosynthesis in reverse, you have cellular respiration. Those aren't the same, they exist in the same direction. What about an implosion, then? Is it the opposite, or the reverse? I want, and yet dont want to read blogs on quantum physics.

What is the difference between opposite and inverse? In math its pretty easy. 2+2=4 thats the base. 2-2=0, thats the opposite, instead of adding you substract, but the basic law on which the units are based upon is the same. So you're upshifting by two, or downshifting by two, but in -(2+2) you're driving in reverse. Is this time going backwards? Photosynthesis may be the contrary of cellular respiration, but they operate within the same universe, the same "time" which flows forwards.

What am I saying? Obviously it is not possible for a process to occur backwards... My thinking is limiting time as the absolute invariable, which it is supposedly not.

Anyway. What is circular time-

Did you know? Time is a human construct. It actually slows down as you move away from earth. I can't understand the mathematics of the concept, to me it seems as though this suggests that we "created" time for ourselves, and so "time" only truly exists on our planet. At least, linear time does. In our perception.

What is linear time? Did you know? Apparently, there is a certain pattern to chance, if your randomized experiments at an  infinitely great scale, you would find a pattern Apparently, computers are able to map that pattern, and it is an infinite pattern. It seems that even linear time is not actually linear.  A person's day is linear: morning, noon, evening night. And then the day ends. This is how humans perceive the world. Birth, expansion, prime, deflation?, death. And there it ends. But if you look at the greater scheme of things, after death a person's body enters a variety of complex circles, gears, whatever, is broken down and then reconstructed and becomes life anew.

Did you know? They say our universe is changing temperature. It was very warm during the big bang, and now that the universe is bigger its colder. Probably, it will get small and hot again. Will that be the ultimate death? No. Everything suggests that once it is small it will once again explode. And the universe will begin anew?

Is there a set amount of matter in the universe? Is an atom indestructibe? Is an atom only indestructible on this scale? Is life like the chance grid, infinite gears turning infinitely, inside one another infinitely in both directions? What gears are atoms a part of? What gears are the universe a part of? Is an atom the same as the universe? Is this "life"? An infinite infinity of reoccurring occurrences, each following a gear with a different size? If that is how life works, then what is life? It doesn't go straight, does it? It goes round and round, again and again. Life, death... death only exists as a part of Life, a segment in the merry go round, that's colder than the rest.

How did we get here? Were we always here? What is the dawn of time in this context? We have to come from somewhere, right? Our linear mind is unable to comprehend the unending vastness that may comprise this - universe isn't vast enough of a world - this reality. TIme in our sense flows forward, but really we have no real beginning to it nor any true end to it. That's because we're so small that the gear looks flat. That's massive, man. Truly, we have our place in the universe, if it is such. Or perhaps we are meant to understand the way life works. Perhaps we have done it before... Time and time again.

[edit] Ah... so this is where the theory of parallel universes comes from. Wow, this is really old knowledge after all... I wonder, how far ahead is the government in relation to the common folk...